My Anonymous Friend

After wrapping up my previous project, I found myself transitioning to a new one. While the excitement of a new challenge was palpable, a certain sadness lingered as I would miss my friends from the last team. Yet, this sense of melancholy slowly faded when I met her.

She was part of my new project team, and we quickly discovered that we were of the same age. Our conversations began casually but soon delved into deeper topics. Her voice was mesmerizing, and her thoughts were refreshingly novel. What struck me most was her unwavering positivity and polite demeanor, underpinned by a strong faith in God. She became a beacon of light in my new environment, and I started to consider her a close friend.

We spoke often, and I became emotionally connected to her. Our calls became a daily habit, a comforting routine that I looked forward to. Despite never having seen her face, I felt like I knew her deeply. She was a soothing presence in my life, and I grew accustomed to the warmth of her voice.

Then one day, everything changed. She told me she was leaving the company to pursue her studies. I felt a pang of loss, but I was happy for her and the new path she was embarking on. Our last conversation was bittersweet, filled with promises to stay in touch.

But life has a way of moving on, and so did we. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and soon enough, we stopped speaking altogether. The calls that once brought joy now became a distant memory.

I never saw her, never knew her face. Yet, she left a mark on my life. I often find myself thinking about her, hoping she is happy and healthy, wherever she is.

And so, the chapter closed. She became a cherished memory, a fleeting connection that once brightened my days, now a gentle ache in my heart.

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